...or at least I'm trying.
I'm having difficulty. I'm really distracted right now. At this point I'm going to depend on nobody really reading this, because I'm pretty sure only a couple do...and so I'm just going to talk about it..so hopefully there aren't hundreds of secret readers that'll go around speculating what I'm talking about.
I found this boy..and he's such a great guy. He's a strong Christian guy, treats his family well, respectable guy, musical, good-looking..in my mind he's perfect for me. But I told myself that I would not be focused on boys. I told myself that I would only focus on loving Jesus right now. But this guy is really distracting me..because I think he's perfect. But I don't know if that's God's plan. I know I should just sit back and focus on God, and if this guy is the right person then God'll make him pursue me. But that is the hardest thing in the world to do! But I CANNOT do anything about it..because that'll ruin everything. So I must be patient. I must focus on God. It's a good thing I'm going to camp. Perhaps I'll be distracted and won't have to think about this all the time.
Lord, draw me close to you. Don't let me worry about this. Help me trust in you. I know you have it all under control.
-C
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