Tonight I was thinking about my three job options. I'm really stuck. So I attempted talking to different friends to see if they had any thoughts/encouragement for me. I don't know, I didn't really get far with that...so I'm sitting here listening to some Hillsong..wishing God would just put a sign in front of me that tells me what to do.
I'm afraid to be a camp counselor. I don't know if I could handle it. In fact, I don't even think I'm that great of a leader. My sister is the best leader...she knows exactly how to handle every situation. I just fall apart. Some friends of mine are just great leaders...it comes naturally to them. I look at them and wonder about what awesome things God has planned for them. But me, I know God has some great plans for me...I just don't know how good I am at this whole leadership thing. I feel like kids are just going to take advantage of me, or not like me. I'm just basically not confident at this point.
Lord, what do you want me to do? I just want to know...
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