I think last semester was a desert for me. It was difficult for me. I had just come off of an amazing experience, only to meet a whole bunch of people who didn't really care to know, which isn't a bad thing, it's just the facts. Then I had the challenge of finding friends. I wanted friends that were as quality as the people I met at CTI, people that would challenge me in my walk with Christ. Friends whom I could really admire and learn from. Friends I could depend on, and ones that I could really laugh with. On top of that, I was wondering what to do about Fulltime CTI and what to do about my major. Not to mention, trying to manage schoolwork while still trying to be a servant and stay close to my Savior. I'd say it was a kinda hard semester for me. Lots of tears at night. Or at least, more than I'd like.
But then there was interim. My professor encouraged me to dream big, challenged me to think of big ideas and go for them. He wanted us to grow close to each other in the class. I enjoyed that class so much.
Now here we are. Second semester. Somehow I found friends that I love so much! I laugh so much with them, I admire them and learn so much from them. I couldn't really ask for much more in a group of friends that what I've got right now. I also know what my major is going to be, or at least basically...there are still some kinks to work out. I know that Fulltime is not for me quite yet, although I still really hope to do it in the future. And I keep realizing how good God is to me. The theme recently for my days have been "you are so good to me" coming from a song by Enter the Worship Circle. (Which conveniently just started playing on my itunes right now). It's so true. God is good. All the time.
-C
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