Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Just ok is not enough, help me fight through the nothingness of life...

I've come to a final decision...and this time I'm serious. I'm waiting to do CTI until after college. I'm for sure not doing it next year. I found out that there are two other girls that are finalizing fulltime stuff for next year for keys already now, so I guess that means that that's not God's plan for me for next year. I'm thankful. I've been praying so hard that God would just show me which way to go, and he has. So although I'm a little bit sad that I'll have to wait four whole years to do it again, I know that I'm doing the right thing. I'm going to go to school next year joyfully, because I can serve my God here too. I have a small group of girls too, and I'm glad that this means I'll be staying with them for the rest of their time in high school.

The thing is though, I don't want school to be just me going through the motions. I pray that I can go through it always serving God. I don't want to lose my passion.

Sidenote...do you think I could learn spanish just from reading the Bible in spanish? I don't know, but it sounds like a challenge I might try!

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