I'm generally in a good mood. A good attitude is something I'd like to say that I'm good at. I'm pretty good at managing stress and not getting overwhelmed. However, today is just not a good day. I've been dreading my piano lesson because I'm supposed to have a song memorized by today, and well, it's not. And another song that she gave me, I'm still awful at it. I managed to memorize another song that she gave me a little bit, but still, I'm very worried. I wish I had more drive to practice. I need to listen to Mike Byun play like every day, and then maybe I'll be inspired to practice more. It's just hard to find time, especially for two different instruments, and I just wish I only had one. I can't wait for next semester.
It's times like these when I realize that I'd be nowhere without Jesus by my side. I can't make it through any day (especially ones like today) without him.
I just need encouragement. I wish I could just play for fun...but I need to practice...I hate this stupid guilt that has to hang over my head each day. I need to get better at managing practice time.
-C
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