I'm jealous. Three of my friends from this summer will be doing fulltime next year, and I'm jealous. Why, you may ask? I don't know. I know that it wouldn't be a good idea for me to do it next year. I guess I'm just having a hard time moving on. How in the world do you do it? I really like those people I spent the summer with. I wish I could spend more time with them, but I can't. It's just not going to happen. Why can't I move on from that? I'm just really frustrated right now because Mr. Devil keeps telling me that nobody wants to talk to me and I know that's a lie. It's the dumbest thing ever, and I wish Mr. Devil would go away and stop bugging me.
On top of that, I really don't know if I can handle a job this upcoming semester, and my parents keep pushing it. I just don't know. 17 credits and an audit, plus youth group is really a lot. I want to spend sufficient time practicing for my 2 piano lessons/week. I just don't know if I can with a job.
To keep on going, I have a phone interview coming up that I'm really worried about.
Oh Lord, please give me the strength to get through all of this. Help to know how to move on. Fill me with Your Spirit, and help me to live a life that is pleasing to you.
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